Sitting at my office window looking out at the grey grey sky and feeling INADEQUATE.
Normally I handle the highwire juggling act that is my life fairly well I think. Today...not so much.
I suppose when you do cram as many things as possible up tight together into a frantic collage of activities every day, something is bound to give.
Why, I wonder, does it all have to give at once?
In trying to juggle the bookkeeping for our business, looking for reliable childcare where I feel comfortable leaving my precious children, trying to maintain my 'sexy lexy' persona for my wonderful mate, and supporting the projects, homework, and hunger pains of five children, I am having a LOST day.
An 'I don't even know where to start' day.
I think I'll just have another cuppa coffee, maybe a slice of cinnamon toast, and sit on the floor and play with my boys...
Have you ever felt inadequate in your relationships, in your life, like you just can't cover all the bases?